The end of a phase

“Sometimes the road less travelled is a road best left behind”Adele.

Cobwebs here already,it’s been months since i wrote here forgive me for my inconsistency it’s a tradition to wear a white polo in Nigerian Federal and state Universities so wearing this polo signifies i’m a graduate i made it this far,i made good prior writing this i had no name for this i just thought to write… it’s been four years, Times weren’t exactly easy you know how Nigerian Universities can be so stressful they tend to stress you out mentally,and don’t even feel a thing.

I didn’t feel so much excitement until i dropped my pen,it became surreal it felt real,the school struggles are over, I heaved a sigh the Jubilations, the excitements i was reminded of who i was the first time i stepped into the department i let my mind wander to those early years,good,bad those times i held in high regard,those trying times i felt a tight knot in my chest the entrance of my department signified a lot of things for me,times when i felt so low, a whole lot of frustrations but it also signified a lot of growth i didn’t remain stagnant i mean i saw myself evolve but it saw many relationship foster,some relationships blossomed and failed as well no one’s fault it was just a reminder that i didn’t leave with some,it made me mourn the things that should have been it’s scary and crazy how life puts you on a path,and how clueless you can be trying to figure things out,just how overwhelming life can be,trying to navigate life and walk the paths carved out for you,how we become friends with total strangers,how we absorb little bits of each other,learn to breathe the same air,just how often love mutates then become strangers again,how i looked at how my empty my room is slowly becoming it held my best and worst days, How i’d choose to keep basking in those good memories the ones that made me laugh with my head thrown back, I’d keep Learning and Unlearning keep basking in God’s love on my Journey of becoming… The next phase is crazier i know, may my road be smooth maybe just oneday we’ll figure out this life thing,thankful for everyone that saw me through this phase may we always remember…

The end of a phase.

Love,

Chi.